All these people talk to me like I’m important to them. The one person who is important to me, doesn’t talk to me.

Julia and I had a weird/slightly lovely/slightly terrible time at the drive ins last night depending on how you look at it. She went to sleep before me. I read The Fault in Our Stars. Its was equally lovely and terrible. It made me feel things for people who aren’t even real but I refuse to believe that. It left me curled in a ball crying but in a way, that is okay. Jules left early this morning. (They drove to Florida today so that means no Julia for a whole week.)(I am sad about that). I slept until 1:30 pm and then woke up to a text from Dillon telling me she was in town. So we went shopping today (Ross and Marshalls) and I actually bought a (blue, high-low, button down) shirt and a pair of (high waisted, black, dressy) shorts. We went to Olive Garden for dinner with her Dad and I had raviolis mostly because they were familiar. I had to call Jeannine for information about Senior Honors Choir. Then I had to call Mrs. Bissell for more information but she did not answer. I missed the deadline which I am nervous about but they need altos so I might be okay, we shall see.  I went to Carrie’s with Molly once I got home which was fun. I love them a lot. I wish I could have slept over though. It was a rather frustrating ordeal just because making plans is hard. 

I’m sitting in bed now. I have Willemijn Verkaik’s last performance of Defying Gravity as Elphaba on repeat (as I have for about two hours now)(I might be obsessed I don’t know yet). I have memorized it. I’m trying to decide if I want to read a book or watch a movie. If I read a book, I have to decide Looking for Alaska or Paper Towns (current fascination with John Green)(I mostly like his bother, Hank, actually). If I watch a movie, it will be Perks of Being a Wallflower because I have a link from Julia (from like 5794378 months ago).

It has been an ultimately lovely day, really. I’m thankful for my friends- especially today. I’m not precisely sure why. I’m just in a happy mood. 

I don’t think I have plans for tomorrow. Is tomorrow Sunday? Oh! Its Father’s Day. 

Also- I need to work on Zachary’s birthday stuff. Which at this point is just confusing me. I’m not doing as well as last year. 

Also, Also- I miss Jordyn. 

Kudos if you have read this far. 

It has been a good day.

Tell them how I’mmmm defyingggg gravityyy

Flying highhh defyyying gravity

And soon I’ll match them in renowwwwn

And nobody in all of Oz

No wizard that there is or wassss

if ever gonna brinnnnngggg MEEEeEEE DOWWNNNN

yeah im obsessed. 

Have a wonderful night! (Morning? Its 3 AM anyway)(WAIT when did it get this late?)